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08 November 2009

I'm Sick

I'm sick of all this... all this shit that constitutes my entire life.
I'm sick of lying here, wondering what would happen if I weren't here tomorrow.
I'm sick of wondering who would and wouldn't care.
I'm sick of feeling dispensable and worthless.

But most of all, I'm sick of hoping.
I'm sick of thinking that one day, I'll wake up and everything will be OK.
I'm sick of thinking that all this sadness, this misery will all just vanish.

I need to learn to accept that this is the only way I will ever be.

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